In this life… field of loneliness, am traveling alone…
I used to write poems and rhyme words to end up making a beautiful story for everyone to read, but now words are flowing faster than you can imagine, because this time it is about me, about how I feel, about what I am expecting and what I am rejecting!
Last night while Christmas shopping in a mall, I saw everyone smiling, happy and enthusiastic buying gifts for their sisters, brothers, parents , babies, friends, lovers, I was alone… despite all the crowd and noise around, I couldn’t hear but silence… it was like a muted movie playing with just gestures, facial expressions and bodies in motion… nothing to hear, nothing to understand but just one thing to feel… The emptiness inside!
Yeah am saying this… loneliness, that was what I felt and still feeling… not shy to declare what I feel and not asking for pity… am strong enough to go through all this… been within more complicated situations and was out of them with my head up…
Since this is a season where we are allowed to wish for something… am not going to wish something for me… I am going to wish for everyone whom I care about, Heath, Wealth and Happiness and i will hope that some of these people just wish me the same!
Happiness seems to be Loneliness… But not for ME!
8 comments
Misho says:
Dec 19, 2010
Loneliness is just a phase that everyone goes through to get ready for next big step in life. It will mark and change you. Good luck with that. And oh I wish you happiness (health and wealth included 😛 )
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william says:
Dec 19, 2010
Pray that your loneliness may spur you into finding something to live for, great enough to die for.
(Wishing you all the best in life, love and the most important thing health and that your angel will guide you always and forever to the right place)
KEEP SMILING :)))
Emilie says:
Dec 19, 2010
Hey handsome traveller 🙂
May what u’re wishing deep inside for yourself come true, u deserve to be happy, Merry Christmas, mwaaaah
Mich says:
Dec 19, 2010
Wishing you health, love and happiness… the rest is not important. Merry Christmas and a big kiss you know where 🙂
crazyaboutmika says:
Dec 19, 2010
Please, don’t be sad sweetie….next year maybe you’ll find what your heart is longing for 🙂
Good luck to you from the bottom of my heart.
My best wishes for you and may 2011 fill your heart with love and happiness.
*hugs and kisses*
kaotikbb says:
Dec 19, 2010
enjoy this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k7X7sZzSXYs
bahaafe says:
Dec 19, 2010
Many people would wish to have moments with themselves, to sit and re-arrange their thoughts, reset their goals, and redirect their dreams. In this Christmas Season, let the peace inside you and the loneliness you feel clean all what was bad in your past year and help you start the coming days with a new empty page, clean white and clear…..